散步

慢慢的
不赶的
风轻轻的吹着
舒服的
感觉好像让人生休息一阵子

刚刚，吃饱了
到了楼下公园散了步
风轻轻的吹向着我的脸
头发轻轻地飘着
感觉好棒
可惜，只有我一个人在散着
边散边想
想了又想

我怀念的
家人，朋友
小学，中学，马六甲
开心，高兴，伤心，悲伤，吵架，顶嘴，或更多更多的

好想舆小学，中学朋友出来约个会
可惜，好难哦

好多事情
都需要去想
人生总是为了$$而奋斗
就好像被“它”控制了似的
最近，想了我的人生
总觉得好难
被人问了
“你会是个成功的人吗？”
答案：“真的很难答”
最近，经济真的很不景气
对于我们就快毕业的学生
究竟知道自己向往什么方面发展吗？
就算想到了，经济能容纳你吗？

最近，真的爱上了散步
想了好多东西
不过
好像和我心爱的人一起散

Tired Day

the 2 days of working for part-time,
it was very tired of me.
have to rush it all the time when serving,
but is a very great experience for me to gain it.

at here,
i would like to thank for my in charge captain who help me a lot when serving 10 of guests
thanks to my neighbor friends too,
help me to rush it for the guests.

every time that we finish our serve,
rush it to get our salary
and rush for the stupid LRT which is close at 11.45pm
a very rush way that we have to run to the station.

In Nikko, met a lot of Junior,
but when they asked me that,
u are in which class?
i replied what is my class
then they will ask,
" why din see u before?"
LOL
i hope that my age is stop over that.
haha

the first day of finish work.
receive a very sweet message from my love
and it make me went home by very good mood.,
and gave me a very tight sleep
but the 2nd day.
totally change,
went home by a very numb mood,
and make me cant sleep in 2 am now.

add on the tired experience of yesterday
i was very tired by today.
but receive not a very good message from her.
quite make me not feel uncomfortable at all

at here,
i would apologize to u that i din inform you every things.
i am awfully sorry

smilling moon

Did everyone miss this scene

is it very nice?
it is obviously NICE!

i very happy and felt warm
because i saw this view with my love one
it is call fate then we should be see this scene together?
for me. YESH!
because majority of my friends didn't see..
keep asking me that :" did u see the moon?"
then i answered " got ar!"
all of them answer:" haiyo, i miss it lar!!!!"

this scene is very unforgettable for me.
because i very glad and felicitate of God had give this scene to let me watch with my love one.
i will appreciate it...
Love ya :)
we must "GambaTae!"
for everythings

Different

sometimes, there have a lot of things to be different,
is it cant remain in the same situation and warmer this things?
but really cant...the world is changing
same with human.
all human is changing.

recently, i get back of something.
but feel it.
is different from pass.
is it a very good changing?
or
she not willing to let me worry about her?

but no matter how hard is it.
i really want to face it with you
to overcome those problem, worry, and your fear.

can u trust me?
please don't let it change!

Yakult v.s Vitagen

Grrrrrrrrrrrr.....
Yesterday..it has a conflict and fight with Mr.Yakult and Ms.Vitagen ( jeccy )
for me, sure Yakult is nicer, but jeccy keep say vitagen is the best, Yakult siam!
cheh....
them i said, Yakult is the best in the world, Vitagen ke tepi.
because my love and me also like to drink Yakult..
but jeccy and her jian jian also said Vitagen is nice..
Argh...angry me...

Then there have the class at 3 pm
then after class,
i asked sze wee, mei wen, pui shan and the rest...
about which nicer..??
but all said Vitagen....
Kek Si me le..
Ms.Vitagen..i will win u ...
wakakakkakakaka

come to vote in my C.Box...
which is nice!??!?!?!?

A cold night

i had find my friend just now for "yam char"
because his bibi went back hometown..
so he was alone...

we ordered 4 hot milo and take 2 hours more in the man talk.
i have told him what problem that i have ..
and he gave me a lot of his own comment and experiences that he has.

Actually, i not feel like want to let jack know about my problem
because i scare that he will take more care about me..
i don't like to let my buddy know about my sad things...
but today, i have told him all the happened.
After i finish my problem to him,
don't know why that why i don't let you know earlier,
so i can feel better...

i should listen to her that should tell my best friend about my problem,
but i choose to escape...and don't want let he know...
after this men talk, i really feel better and i can find the solution with his comment and experiences..
thank you, buddy, Mr.Jackie Wong....
i really felt better
thanks

说好的,幸福呢?

怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢

我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心 一一细数着 你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得
你不等了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着 要怎么停呢?

last few days, saw my classmate cried...
my heart felt uncomfortable,
i trying to comfort her...
but i scare my stupid mouth will make her more sad,
but,
i hope that she can do back herself to make us more fun and laughter.
be stronger girl.

Yesterday, my classmate having some problem and cried in front of me too,
is it girl's tears very easy to make it out?
why don't boy?

after 1 week and 2 days,
i miss you so much...
don't why where i going, sure will recall back our sweet things,
our first lunch,
our first dinner,
our first movie,
our first date.

our following breakfast,lunch,dinner & date.
our talking...
don't know why still can remember so well.
is it same goes to you?
or is it i too silly that what for i still wan to keep thinking of useless things?
i want u stay happier and laughter in the passing day.
and i will do it too.


陈匡怡(说好的,幸福呢) 女主角

Next Movie

Recall back,

i really have the long time din in to the theater,
the last movie for me is August of 17th.
this is a very long time..
always no time to go have a movie,
if not no time,
there is no one want to accompany me to watch it...
so sad..

i have plan for my next movie..
>

Wow,Wow,Wow..
Is Jason...
i love to watch his movie.Action movie..He is too cool..
i really want to watch this movie..
someone who interesting or want to accompany me watch
please tell me..
i don't want to be alone..

if wan to watch please leave here at the chat,contact me in msn, or sms me.
see you there.

Sadness

This few days,
all my buddies ask me what happen?
i though i had act like normal and talking jokes and make them laugh..
but don't know why they still can look out of it.
is it there have the brilliant mind when observe of me?

I always hope that i can give all my buddies a smiling face.
not the sadness face .
but don't know why, there saw my sadness.

Today, i had show my anger and not gentlemen way when i chat with my loves one,
i felt that i so cruel and fail,
how can i angry on my loves one.
i awfully apologize to u at here..
I'm sorry
because you just wanted to tell me that what your heart is thinking.
why i cant listen to u?
why i wan show my anger on u.?
how can i so rude with u?
what the F**k is going on to me..
i really hate myself
i really a failure.
I'm awfully sorry to you.

我一路向北

我一路向北 离开有你的季节

November of 2nd
a memorable day for me.
from this day, i will start a new life with alone.

Confident, is it very hard to get it?
even you got the confident, is it very hard to do it?
i hope that today wont happen on me.
because i really not dare to face this reality that happened on me.
but,
God force me to take this reality.

We still loving each other, but we cant be together..
walao
(拍偶像剧咩)
haha...
anyway, this really happened.

Thanks for someone who gave me a lot of sweet memory to me,
you really hurted me very strong,although a lot of times,
but.i still wan sayang u..

finally, if we really love each other,
we will be together.
now we just using another method to loving each other.
nothing will harder then our relationship if our relationship is strong.
trust in each other.

I'll use my life to love you.
^^

H 10

From left standing,Gentlements. Chu Yi(Penang Kia), Chiew wai ( char siu), Philip( babi, say no to malboro) William (siao da bo), engyew ( babi, siao eh{leng zai}[i add my self ^^])xiong chin(dai lou, magician), jun hsian( Ak,aeroplane king), tony ( genius ), kar wai.(no special nickname), wilson (mouse, bro of jeng dar)

From left sitting, Ladies. Jeccy(leng lui daooooo, qin ai de), Vriesia,(fisherman, duno chinese punya orang), mei wen, ( a sweet smiling girl)Cheryn( fat till so cute!!) sze wee,( my dearest lao po, babi.)Kah Mun!(carmen, beloved class rep, the prettiest in the world.[she sure happy when saw this])Pui shan( tiam tiam de, but when she smile is very sweet!)

Camera man, Jun hao(cool man!)

someone request me that want to write in english, so i have to do it, it not, police station will be more one murdered case.(lao po)^^

about this class, nothing can describe it, jz can use BISING!Noisy! to describe,
if the class have me, orange, william, penang kia..
the whole class sure will be a lot of fun inside
but sadly,orange has been away from us from certain reason.We will miss u
about your genius speech.
and i will miss ur Dunhill light.

once i entered this class, i think i wont recall back all my sadness.
in this class, the 1st ppl who going to cheer up is Carmen.
"who is the most prettiest girl in this class???""
H 10:" sure you lar!"
carmen: "haha really?"

Chu yi, the people who bring a lot of crabs of 道理 to this class,
the person who know how to answer it, is our Mr.William
William:" TIAM LA!!Penang Kia!!"

Sze Wee, my dearest lao po
engyew:" lao po, today u so pretty leh..."
Sze wee: " Ben Lai de lar!"

Cheryn,
Engyew:" eh cheryn, if u keep fit rite, sure will become pretty."
Cheryn:" i fat till so CUTE"
i'm going to vomit

Jeccy
Engyew:"qin ai de~~~~~~"
Jeccy:" er hemmmmmmmm....点头带点害羞..."

William
Engyew:" chia ba buey?"
William:" ah buey lar, yiao kah bei si!!! later go TBR eat"

etc...

engyew & sze wee

we are both support for each other.
no matter what problem, we will solve it by using each other comment, advise, and experience.
sometime i really think that, if i din meet her, is it will appear another girl like her
so muka tebal de?
haha

she is the person who like to clubbing and dun like to under control
but...sometime human cant be perfect...
also have to control by another person :)
she help me alot when i facing alot of my personality problem
same goes to her.
thats y we are no secret with each other H 10's Wife Husband..
^^
Friendship together..

泪

一说到泪，大家会想到什么？
会想到...伤心的时候，泪才会掉...
感动的时候，也会掉...
开心的时候，也是会掉
是不是在大家的眼中...
女生就是用那么的特殊权力去流泪呢？
可是，在我的方面
若我看到一个女生在我面前哭的时候
我觉得自己很失败
为什么会让她流泪呢？
为什么就不能让她甜甜蜜蜜的呢？
为什么就不能让她快快乐乐，开开心心的呢？


在另一方面
若男人哭的话，觉得怎样？
窝囊？没用？羞耻？不能坚强点？傻？笨蛋？
试想想，为什么男人会哭呢？
我的眼泪道管在很久之前已经被封锁了
不过，在前阵子...这不听话的眼泪不知不觉中流了出来
到底是我自己释放出来的？还是他不受控制的流下来的呢？

可是当我哭的时候，我最亲爱的也落泪
我觉得我没选错了人

你送我的眼泪 ，我送你的眼泪
让它留在雨天
在晴天，我们都是微笑的，哈哈笑的
^^
我爱你

分叉路

人生中，都有自己的分叉路
而我也不例外，我最亲爱的也不例外。
可是，这些所谓的分叉路需要我们去做选择
所谓的选择，就是现实
现实是什么？就是要靠我们的双手去打拼一个美好的世界
可是，这些种种的分叉路，让我们想了很多的问题
一些不是光凭用想的就能决绝的问题
得需要一个很详细的计划才能决绝得了。


对与错
我们的选择对了吗？
还是错了？
常常听别人说，只要对这一份感情很信心
这感情一定会有开花的结果
不过，
信心是不够的，毕竟两个人的事情。
若每两人的信心，相信， 专一，想念，和一直挂住对方的心
认为那感情会开花结果吗?
在另一方面,
家人也是一个问题
家人,永远都是站在第一位.
不管家人的什么意见,都会把它们放在第一位参考
家人对我来说,就像一个拐杖.
当我们跌倒时,他们都会当我们的第三,四或跟多的脚
可是,他们逆我们意的话
你会怎么想?
很难做选择吧?

愈走愈前的话
和你的距离就越远
不过,你心里有我,而我心里也有你
在前方的交叉点
我们怎样都会相见
:)
我爱你

下雨天 , 安静了

下雨天了怎么办 我好想你
不敢打给你 我找不到原因
为什么失眠的声音 变得好熟悉

一个人撑伞
一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨 怎样的夜?
怎样的我能让你更想念?



在这场爱情角力的拔河里
爱我还是爱你?
你选择了自己

梦想中 属于我们的婚礼
安静了 在我枕边的梦里

脸颊的泪还温热
却没有人握我的手


爱情是一道伤口
我们各自苦痛
沉默是我最后温柔 是因为我太爱你


伤口，再度出现在我这颗心里。
还以为你会离开我，万万都没想到你还是回来找我了。

她，是一个能让我感觉到幸福的人。
可是，通常人人都会说，幸福都是短暂的，偏偏，这句令人听到的都会讨厌的话，
既然会出现在我的心中。
不过，
总觉得这幸福好窝心，好甜蜜，好令人气愤地，都会令我感到它一点都不可怕。
反而，会令我非常感谢，庆幸。

这种感觉太亲厚 讲一千句也不够
这种恋爱太罕有 不须真正拥有
即使一刹有过冲动 挽你手
也许，这是另一种爱你的方式。