中文， 华语

中文， 相信不久过后
中文会将会成为一个国际语言。

在不久之前，郑某对了郑某说了不会中文
其实 郑某会中文， 而却还相当不错
对不起了，郑某 bie.

总觉得，本身身为一个还蛮传统的华人
就应该懂得说中文，华语，福建，粤语, 客家，兴华， 朝州， 等等。。。
这些都是“逼”学的。。。

记得在很久以前，写了篇关于人生的帖子
在这时候，人生还是躲不过关于金钱。
金钱总是让人失去一些的意
志力向着自己的梦想朝向

到了今天，
人生对于我来说，简直就像玩着游戏似的
玩着玩着， 就好像破不了关。
“怒”

今天下了场雨，
回想到当初有人向我说过
“雨” 就是让人洗下所有犯过的罪孽
回想想，是真的吗？哈哈， 不知道~~~
“雨”天， 很凉爽。好舒服，
那味道简直香过所有的美食。

真的好想去淋雨，闭上眼睛，
一滴一滴雨水打落我的额头上
回想起当年美好的回忆
那该多好呢！

H-10. i miss you all so much!

Define Future

what is the meaning of future?
anyone can define for me?
what target that human set for?
i always set my goal to myself that what should i do in my next.
but always face problem that i not hoping for.
who is going to help me to kick off those problems?

when i'm lost my way,
anyone can a direction to me that which suppose i go to?
last week attend a cousin wedding dinner.
this occasion is i always not really like it to go.
because all of my auntie will ask me, Hows Job.?
in the next, how much of Salary.

in this world is all about money!
what would be happen if this world without money?
is it will become a dark world?maybe, but who know.

recently i have been love this song..keep listening...
here the lyrics

有時候我覺得自己像一隻小小鳥
想要飛卻怎麼樣也飛不高
也許有一天我棲上了枝頭
卻成為獵人的目標
我飛上了青天才發現自己從此無依無靠

每次到了夜深人靜的時候我總是睡不著
我懷疑是不是只有我的明天沒有變得更好
未來會怎樣究竟有誰會知道
幸福是否只是一種傳說　我永遠都找不到

＊我是一隻小小小小鳥
想要飛呀飛　卻飛也飛不高
我尋尋覓覓尋尋覓覓一個溫暖的懷抱
這樣的要求算不算太高

重唱　＊

所有知道我的名字的人啊你們好不好
世界是如此的小　我們註定無處可逃
當我嚐盡人情冷暖
當你決定為了你的理想燃燒
生活的壓力與生命的尊嚴　哪一個重要

Life

1 april 2010. 10.40pm
my dear was slept sweet on the soft bed with little snoring,
but i have my big eyes without any closing feel..
so i came out to have a internet surfing and facebook.

somehow,
keep thinking that i really want to transfer anot.
i am very freaking tired in this job,
and i have not even time to accompany my love one.
no time to go back to my lovely hometown to visit my old friends.
i jz spent not enough 3 hours to my love one in one day,
how a stupid life.

i know my dear was very mind it.
because i was stand by her side to think about it.
but somehow,
my feeling was totally 100% same with her?
in my life,
feel that i just working, sleeping and eating.
not like last time anymore.
maybe this is a life.....
but i really dun like it..
an unmeaning full life ..

Confused

4 months pass...
At first, i really like my job,
but time as pass
felt that i cant go in this industry

i like to cook
but
the people in the working place like F*cker.
some who din use brain to work.
feel like i want to quit.

but
once i quit, which job should i go into?
i faced a lot of pressure,stress and sad in this place.
should i still continue of this..
i really want to get some advise
but i scare i am too old to change line...
feel that i really alone.
Jia, are you with me always??

Passion

have a long time din update my blog,
busy on work, accompany my most lovely dear and my brother wedding.

everyone has their own passion,
for me, i think is cook.
but when really get into this industry, am i really like it so much?
am i treat this career as my successful and bright future.?

cooking is an art, a hand skill art.
i am very proud that i am in cooking industry
i am a very strong learner. but some of the time i was think about it,
i have to use how much of time to be a great chef.
too difficult to be it
but i wont give up of it,
because it really is an art, a proud art

another to make me proud is,
i have a very wonderful, caring, amazing and 100% concern girlfriend.
i love you so much Jia. muacks.

share a latest picture :D

4/12/09

holiday holiday holiday
3 days of holidays starting from today
hehe

-status-
very tired, tired, damn tired.
currently work in Westin Hotel, The living room
with a long hours. tired
no time to update blog, facebook
and no time to snap any picture

this following 3days
i appreciate it so much
i will go back my hometown and celebrate my ex-roommate birthday
and bring my love to experience what the place i growing up
and go every way to experience and eat
:D

28.09.09 & 29.09.09

firstly,
F*ck them man.!!
break promise by easily.
cannot show tempered with them and furthermore,
i have to speak gentle and say thanks to them,
fed up man!

29.09.09

today, i went Jw. Marriot, Westin, Ritz Carlton, Secret Recipe, and etc..
interview, interview, interview.
all call me to wait call.
OMG, finding job is a very hard things to do man! hate it,
but luckily, The Westin Hotel's Chef give me a opportunity to work at there,
i hope i can get a full time job there,
*pray* all the time!!!
May Guan Ni Ma Bless me !

13.09.09

Blur-bluring me...
so bored in room, snapping..hehe

2 days more,
have to wait 2 days more..
another 3 days i can watch movie, grab my adidas, own Tenji!!
with my sayang babe..muacks

GRRR

i am so bore,bored,boring....ring..ring..
5 days past
i have in KL......nothing to do at here,
schedule always be the same,
wake up, brunch, dinner with bebe, online in steven's
go back have an hour or 2 hours HK series.
then go to my sweet bed and waiting 16th september 2009
what a boring week,5 days more to reach,
fast fast fast past it man!!
if not spiddy web will come on to me..

Going to watch "where Got Ghost" .
wait for me "GSC Pavillion"





















and my new coming "adidas" Let me own u!!






















after that,
Grab it "Tenji"!!
Wakakakakakaka


















hope all the plan can goes by smoothly
*Pray*
and please don't Quarrel :)

My Birth.Day!

July of 31st
i am the babe which born in this day.
wakakaka,
and i am gettin older..(which i really don't want it happen)
get up in 10a.m.
bathe, brush teeth, razor my misai..
leng zai leng zai go Pavillion with my leng cute babe
sitting at the metro bus..
OMG..using an hour to reach pavillion,
but can't blame it.
we don't have transportation.

once reach,
bring babe to forever 21, Mango, Padini Concept Store
babe bough a bag...
haiz...( nothing )

after this,T.G.I Friday's















Friday's Deco Pavilion




















Friday's Ice Lemon Tea















Appetizer : Mac & Cheese.( very nice )















Entrees : Cajun Shrimp & Chicken Pasta. ( Cheese. Nice!)















Friday's Jack Daniel's Chicken (Special Sauce )




















My cute leng babe & Birthday Boy..
hehe

Wasted!

Transformers : Revenge of the Fallen
heard a lot of my friends said that.
it was nice, Awesome, Fantastic
but.
i HAVEN'T watch.
sigh..
always no time to let me watch it
what a busy life and wasted movie
:(
another way to watch this movie
DVD... no choice.

the next movie i must watch it in theaters

















G.I.Joe
&
















2012

Ben's Birthday

20th june

9.30 a.m. bus

went pudu with my bebe,

stupid crowded place,

at time,

my mood was extreamly bad! same like the weather bad!
party time start as 9 p.m.

but i going at 10p.m

=D

on the way going back home

A Bad Day

Ben's Party

ALL MINE!!

HEINEKEN!!

Heineken Heineken

Heineken heineken heineken!

Me, Againts Birthday Boy, Benjamin

Double Teh..1 Fat 1 Slim,

Long Time no see, Crapping alot ya!

This Pic, i like the most! Bkt Beruang Dai Ka Jie

Singing is her life

Yong Ki Wi, Keep Singing ya!

Cake Cake Cake

the cake is coming

Wishing..(but so greedy,99 wishes)

HAA!! Beready, Don't Play adi

opps, sorry ya.. PURPOSELY

finally!

Yeah!!! all my secondary school friends

boring

today, busy to make up my desktop wallpaper,
but
seem like there are no wallpaper that i like,
scenery, artist, animate , etc...
i have no idea.
suddenly,
recall back when i am in malacca,
my friend (keong) cover his Proton Saga with a car cloth.
wow,
i though he was change his car for the new one.
>.<
so i ask him,
" change car?"
he answer : " Reventon"
LOL
so , i had chosen my desktop wallpaper.

Dream Phone

Guess What.? Yeah! New Iphone, but not in Malaysia.
But it is in England.!

Wish i have it!

hmmm...but Thats sure Expensive...T_T

last 2 month, when i always in KLCC,

i sure go Machine to have a look and touch the iphone 3G.

OMG. i love it!

so when i reached home, i was chatting with my cousin that

how was the iphone 3G?

he said: NICE!

but he said to me, just wait for the new season.

will be a new iphone coming out :)

but

sure will be very late reach Malaysia,

i think i will ask him buy at London.

but..

here is the question.

Can it use it Malaysia??????

i wish i have one!!

人生

他
可以将一切的压力和烦恼都抛开吗？

而它
能让你醉了过后什么都不记得了吗？

而它
能让你消除一切的痛吗？

有人说：

人生如戏，戏如人生。

每个人都在扮演着他们自己的角色，

我也不例外。

又有人说：
人生就是一场游戏

谁能掌握它，谁就是赢家。

另一人又说道：

人生，就像一场梦

就当是一场梦，当你死了，那梦就醒了。

最近，又有人用人生做句子了：

人生有多少个十年？！？！

痛痛快快的活下去！！

对于你们来说：

人生到底是什么？

我呢，

人生对于我来说，就像个战场

需要打仗来维持生活

赚钱，买车，买家，结婚，生小孩，做爸爸，做爷爷

对吧

忽然间，觉得自己好孤独，好像有回去了之前的生活。

好想她。。。

Planning

some of my friends ask me,

where did my gf and me travel before?

hmmmmm.....

i think nope!

but

i planned before.

i want to travel with my love to Batu Pahat, Malacca, Genting Highland, Cameron Highland,

every place in Malaysia.

not even that, Bangkok, Taiwan, HongKong and many many many more...

i want to tell her that, i planned that i want to save money and go to Bangkok :)

i really want to have a holiday with her...

Choice

today, quite a sad day that i had
my dear said that i really not concern about her, not care about her
every time that we have a call
i always want to stop the phone and reject it
but another way
i am very sad that what she really said to me
so far
i am the one who only try to understand her more and more
at least we as a couple, i would try to figure out more of her

i miss her so much when we in our own hometown
recently, she was frustrated about changing school
but
i was frustrated all of my mind
career, family, and also relationship

Did we can move the relationship with a last long?
i hope we can
but
i hope we can understand well of each other and know what that each other need.
i don't want that i am the only who try to understand

distance
a problem that usually and obviously effect which relationship want to keep last long
but,
try to think that if we both person having the heart with each other
did this problem of distance will effect our relationship?

obviously show that i really not interest about studies,
but
did u think that i am not interest of it?
did i have the ability to further more?
did i have the financial support to further more?
did i have the choices to further more of my studies to keep giving pressure of my family?
did i can choose to further more of studies from help my family and give my mom a better life?
did i want to further more to see my mom keep working with a tired and growing old face?

i know that if i futher more of my studies
i will get a high paid in the next future time
but the economy is under crisis time
i don't have the ability of financial to futhermore
i hope that i can help to less of my family financial problem

who don't want to further more to study?
that is not we choose the life
now is the life which choosing me

i know that another way of further study,
apply loan
but
in the next future no need to return?

i really don't want to finish hang the phone in early
i also wan to have a long talk with u
but
i cant control my emotion.
i hope that u will stand of my situation to think.
i still love you
jia

( no title )

20,21,22 of march
i have decided that i wan to go back malacca
want to see my mom, bro, bro's gf , Billy, grandma. and all my friends,
unfortunately, my friend told me that:
" my car is full..."

i have to postpone again....
i really miss them..

what i am going to do in this 3 days?
alone to stay at house?
i don't know.

maybe you all will ask me."where is ur dear?"
she? she just told me that, i will go sg.wang.
what i can really do?
this few days.
i always bring my painless to pass everyday...
my tears keeping drop when i am think of my pain..
what actually i want?
i just want a very simple simple simple love...
i always tolerance with anyone?
i really want someone who can tolerance me with a bit..even one time also can
but why it cant work?

in this internship,
i really learn a lot how a hotel really works.
it not only use efficiency.
it also use social inter-relationship
if dun use this name,
can use political.
some worker dun like the boss.
some worker dun like this worker.
some workers talk bad behind boss,workers. or even TRAINEE.
even all is dun like each other. but when at working, they are not show it..
they can act like they are very good friend..
maybe they are Oscar nominated

"to be continue"

CNY's dinner

this is my CNY's dinner,
my mom already prepare before few days...
haha..
satay celup, nasi lemak, fry mee suah, soya sauce chicken drumstick, pork drumstick(duno correct or not?)..haha..

but i forgot to take the drinks..
is mix fruits drink,
got longan,lai chi, peach and lemon...
very nice~~
happy chinese new year

Dinner

when you all say about dinner
what it come out from your mind??
for me,
dinner means union.
not the dishes,

This few days
having a great dinner with her
feel that very warm
and caring,
although there have a lot of nagging and complaint
but, all kind of this, become a very warm and care
haha, even though sometimes really cant tahan
but, i really like it so much
if don't have any nag when i with her.
i really will not feel comfortable.
i love she nag...
love it very much of it.
:)