Life

1 april 2010. 10.40pm
my dear was slept sweet on the soft bed with little snoring,
but i have my big eyes without any closing feel..
so i came out to have a internet surfing and facebook.

somehow,
keep thinking that i really want to transfer anot.
i am very freaking tired in this job,
and i have not even time to accompany my love one.
no time to go back to my lovely hometown to visit my old friends.
i jz spent not enough 3 hours to my love one in one day,
how a stupid life.

i know my dear was very mind it.
because i was stand by her side to think about it.
but somehow,
my feeling was totally 100% same with her?
in my life,
feel that i just working, sleeping and eating.
not like last time anymore.
maybe this is a life.....
but i really dun like it..
an unmeaning full life ..