Life

1 april 2010. 10.40pm
my dear was slept sweet on the soft bed with little snoring,
but i have my big eyes without any closing feel..
so i came out to have a internet surfing and facebook.

somehow,
keep thinking that i really want to transfer anot.
i am very freaking tired in this job,
and i have not even time to accompany my love one.
no time to go back to my lovely hometown to visit my old friends.
i jz spent not enough 3 hours to my love one in one day,
how a stupid life.

i know my dear was very mind it.
because i was stand by her side to think about it.
but somehow,
my feeling was totally 100% same with her?
in my life,
feel that i just working, sleeping and eating.
not like last time anymore.
maybe this is a life.....
but i really dun like it..
an unmeaning full life ..

Confused

4 months pass...
At first, i really like my job,
but time as pass
felt that i cant go in this industry

i like to cook
but
the people in the working place like F*cker.
some who din use brain to work.
feel like i want to quit.

but
once i quit, which job should i go into?
i faced a lot of pressure,stress and sad in this place.
should i still continue of this..
i really want to get some advise
but i scare i am too old to change line...
feel that i really alone.
Jia, are you with me always??

Passion

have a long time din update my blog,
busy on work, accompany my most lovely dear and my brother wedding.

everyone has their own passion,
for me, i think is cook.
but when really get into this industry, am i really like it so much?
am i treat this career as my successful and bright future.?

cooking is an art, a hand skill art.
i am very proud that i am in cooking industry
i am a very strong learner. but some of the time i was think about it,
i have to use how much of time to be a great chef.
too difficult to be it
but i wont give up of it,
because it really is an art, a proud art

another to make me proud is,
i have a very wonderful, caring, amazing and 100% concern girlfriend.
i love you so much Jia. muacks.

share a latest picture :D

4/12/09

holiday holiday holiday
3 days of holidays starting from today
hehe

-status-
very tired, tired, damn tired.
currently work in Westin Hotel, The living room
with a long hours. tired
no time to update blog, facebook
and no time to snap any picture

this following 3days
i appreciate it so much
i will go back my hometown and celebrate my ex-roommate birthday
and bring my love to experience what the place i growing up
and go every way to experience and eat
:D

28.09.09 & 29.09.09

firstly,
F*ck them man.!!
break promise by easily.
cannot show tempered with them and furthermore,
i have to speak gentle and say thanks to them,
fed up man!

29.09.09

today, i went Jw. Marriot, Westin, Ritz Carlton, Secret Recipe, and etc..
interview, interview, interview.
all call me to wait call.
OMG, finding job is a very hard things to do man! hate it,
but luckily, The Westin Hotel's Chef give me a opportunity to work at there,
i hope i can get a full time job there,
*pray* all the time!!!
May Guan Ni Ma Bless me !

13.09.09

Blur-bluring me...
so bored in room, snapping..hehe

2 days more,
have to wait 2 days more..
another 3 days i can watch movie, grab my adidas, own Tenji!!
with my sayang babe..muacks

GRRR

i am so bore,bored,boring....ring..ring..
5 days past
i have in KL......nothing to do at here,
schedule always be the same,
wake up, brunch, dinner with bebe, online in steven's
go back have an hour or 2 hours HK series.
then go to my sweet bed and waiting 16th september 2009
what a boring week,5 days more to reach,
fast fast fast past it man!!
if not spiddy web will come on to me..

Going to watch "where Got Ghost" .
wait for me "GSC Pavillion"





















and my new coming "adidas" Let me own u!!






















after that,
Grab it "Tenji"!!
Wakakakakakaka


















hope all the plan can goes by smoothly
*Pray*
and please don't Quarrel :)