boring

today, busy to make up my desktop wallpaper,
but
seem like there are no wallpaper that i like,
scenery, artist, animate , etc...
i have no idea.
suddenly,
recall back when i am in malacca,
my friend (keong) cover his Proton Saga with a car cloth.
wow,
i though he was change his car for the new one.
>.<
so i ask him,
" change car?"
he answer : " Reventon"
LOL
so , i had chosen my desktop wallpaper.

Dream Phone

Guess What.? Yeah! New Iphone, but not in Malaysia.
But it is in England.!

Wish i have it!

hmmm...but Thats sure Expensive...T_T

last 2 month, when i always in KLCC,

i sure go Machine to have a look and touch the iphone 3G.

OMG. i love it!

so when i reached home, i was chatting with my cousin that

how was the iphone 3G?

he said: NICE!

but he said to me, just wait for the new season.

will be a new iphone coming out :)

but

sure will be very late reach Malaysia,

i think i will ask him buy at London.

but..

here is the question.

Can it use it Malaysia??????

i wish i have one!!

人生

他
可以将一切的压力和烦恼都抛开吗？

而它
能让你醉了过后什么都不记得了吗？

而它
能让你消除一切的痛吗？

有人说：

人生如戏，戏如人生。

每个人都在扮演着他们自己的角色，

我也不例外。

又有人说：
人生就是一场游戏

谁能掌握它，谁就是赢家。

另一人又说道：

人生，就像一场梦

就当是一场梦，当你死了，那梦就醒了。

最近，又有人用人生做句子了：

人生有多少个十年？！？！

痛痛快快的活下去！！

对于你们来说：

人生到底是什么？

我呢，

人生对于我来说，就像个战场

需要打仗来维持生活

赚钱，买车，买家，结婚，生小孩，做爸爸，做爷爷

对吧

忽然间，觉得自己好孤独，好像有回去了之前的生活。

好想她。。。

Planning

some of my friends ask me,

where did my gf and me travel before?

hmmmmm.....

i think nope!

but

i planned before.

i want to travel with my love to Batu Pahat, Malacca, Genting Highland, Cameron Highland,

every place in Malaysia.

not even that, Bangkok, Taiwan, HongKong and many many many more...

i want to tell her that, i planned that i want to save money and go to Bangkok :)

i really want to have a holiday with her...

Choice

today, quite a sad day that i had
my dear said that i really not concern about her, not care about her
every time that we have a call
i always want to stop the phone and reject it
but another way
i am very sad that what she really said to me
so far
i am the one who only try to understand her more and more
at least we as a couple, i would try to figure out more of her

i miss her so much when we in our own hometown
recently, she was frustrated about changing school
but
i was frustrated all of my mind
career, family, and also relationship

Did we can move the relationship with a last long?
i hope we can
but
i hope we can understand well of each other and know what that each other need.
i don't want that i am the only who try to understand

distance
a problem that usually and obviously effect which relationship want to keep last long
but,
try to think that if we both person having the heart with each other
did this problem of distance will effect our relationship?

obviously show that i really not interest about studies,
but
did u think that i am not interest of it?
did i have the ability to further more?
did i have the financial support to further more?
did i have the choices to further more of my studies to keep giving pressure of my family?
did i can choose to further more of studies from help my family and give my mom a better life?
did i want to further more to see my mom keep working with a tired and growing old face?

i know that if i futher more of my studies
i will get a high paid in the next future time
but the economy is under crisis time
i don't have the ability of financial to futhermore
i hope that i can help to less of my family financial problem

who don't want to further more to study?
that is not we choose the life
now is the life which choosing me

i know that another way of further study,
apply loan
but
in the next future no need to return?

i really don't want to finish hang the phone in early
i also wan to have a long talk with u
but
i cant control my emotion.
i hope that u will stand of my situation to think.
i still love you
jia

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20,21,22 of march
i have decided that i wan to go back malacca
want to see my mom, bro, bro's gf , Billy, grandma. and all my friends,
unfortunately, my friend told me that:
" my car is full..."

i have to postpone again....
i really miss them..

what i am going to do in this 3 days?
alone to stay at house?
i don't know.

maybe you all will ask me."where is ur dear?"
she? she just told me that, i will go sg.wang.
what i can really do?
this few days.
i always bring my painless to pass everyday...
my tears keeping drop when i am think of my pain..
what actually i want?
i just want a very simple simple simple love...
i always tolerance with anyone?
i really want someone who can tolerance me with a bit..even one time also can
but why it cant work?

in this internship,
i really learn a lot how a hotel really works.
it not only use efficiency.
it also use social inter-relationship
if dun use this name,
can use political.
some worker dun like the boss.
some worker dun like this worker.
some workers talk bad behind boss,workers. or even TRAINEE.
even all is dun like each other. but when at working, they are not show it..
they can act like they are very good friend..
maybe they are Oscar nominated

"to be continue"

CNY's dinner

this is my CNY's dinner,
my mom already prepare before few days...
haha..
satay celup, nasi lemak, fry mee suah, soya sauce chicken drumstick, pork drumstick(duno correct or not?)..haha..

but i forgot to take the drinks..
is mix fruits drink,
got longan,lai chi, peach and lemon...
very nice~~
happy chinese new year