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中文，华语

2010-09-24T05:49:00.000-07:00

中文，相信不久过后
中文会将会成为一个国际语言。

在不久之前，郑某对了郑某说了不会中文
其实郑某会中文，而却还相当不错
对不起了，郑某 bie.

总觉得，本身身为一个还蛮传统的华人
就应该懂得说中文，华语，福建，粤语, 客家，兴华，朝州，等等。。。
这些都是“逼”学的。。。

记得在很久以前，写了篇关于人生的帖子
在这时候，人生还是躲不过关于金钱。
金钱总是让人失去一些的意
志力向着自己的梦想朝向

到了今天，
人生对于我来说，简直就像玩着游戏似的
玩着玩着，就好像破不了关。
“怒”

今天下了场雨，
回想到当初有人向我说过
“雨” 就是让人洗下所有犯过的罪孽
回想想，是真的吗？哈哈，不知道~~~
“雨”天，很凉爽。好舒服，
那味道简直香过所有的美食。

真的好想去淋雨，闭上眼睛，
一滴一滴雨水打落我的额头上
回想起当年美好的回忆
那该多好呢！

H-10. i miss you all so much!

Define Future

2010-07-18T09:01:00.000-07:00

what is the meaning of future?
anyone can define for me?
what target that human set for?
i always set my goal to myself that what should i do in my next.
but always face problem that i not hoping for.
who is going to help me to kick off those problems?

when i'm lost my way,
anyone can a direction to me that which suppose i go to?
last week attend a cousin wedding dinner.
this occasion is i always not really like it to go.
because all of my auntie will ask me, Hows Job.?
in the next, how much of Salary.

in this world is all about money!
what would be happen if this world without money?
is it will become a dark world?maybe, but who know.

recently i have been love this song..keep listening...
here the lyrics

有時候我覺得自己像一隻小小鳥
想要飛卻怎麼樣也飛不高
也許有一天我棲上了枝頭
卻成為獵人的目標
我飛上了青天才發現自己從此無依無靠

每次到了夜深人靜的時候我總是睡不著
我懷疑是不是只有我的明天沒有變得更好
未來會怎樣究竟有誰會知道
幸福是否只是一種傳說　我永遠都找不到

＊我是一隻小小小小鳥
想要飛呀飛　卻飛也飛不高
我尋尋覓覓尋尋覓覓一個溫暖的懷抱
這樣的要求算不算太高

重唱　＊

所有知道我的名字的人啊你們好不好
世界是如此的小　我們註定無處可逃
當我嚐盡人情冷暖
當你決定為了你的理想燃燒
生活的壓力與生命的尊嚴　哪一個重要

Life

2010-04-01T07:14:00.000-07:00

1 april 2010. 10.40pm
my dear was slept sweet on the soft bed with little snoring,
but i have my big eyes without any closing feel..
so i came out to have a internet surfing and facebook.

somehow,
keep thinking that i really want to transfer anot.
i am very freaking tired in this job,
and i have not even time to accompany my love one.
no time to go back to my lovely hometown to visit my old friends.
i jz spent not enough 3 hours to my love one in one day,
how a stupid life.

i know my dear was very mind it.
because i was stand by her side to think about it.
but somehow,
my feeling was totally 100% same with her?
in my life,
feel that i just working, sleeping and eating.
not like last time anymore.
maybe this is a life.....
but i really dun like it..
an unmeaning full life ..

Confused

2010-02-05T01:47:00.000-08:00

4 months pass...
At first, i really like my job,
but time as pass
felt that i cant go in this industry

i like to cook
but
the people in the working place like F*cker.
some who din use brain to work.
feel like i want to quit.

but
once i quit, which job should i go into?
i faced a lot of pressure,stress and sad in this place.
should i still continue of this..
i really want to get some advise
but i scare i am too old to change line...
feel that i really alone.
Jia, are you with me always??

Passion

2010-01-23T23:54:00.000-08:00

have a long time din update my blog,
busy on work, accompany my most lovely dear and my brother wedding.

everyone has their own passion,
for me, i think is cook.
but when really get into this industry, am i really like it so much?
am i treat this career as my successful and bright future.?

cooking is an art, a hand skill art.
i am very proud that i am in cooking industry
i am a very strong learner. but some of the time i was think about it,
i have to use how much of time to be a great chef.
too difficult to be it
but i wont give up of it,
because it really is an art, a proud art

another to make me proud is,
i have a very wonderful, caring, amazing and 100% concern girlfriend.
i love you so much Jia. muacks.

share a latest picture :D

4/12/09

2009-12-04T00:26:00.000-08:00

holiday holiday holiday
3 days of holidays starting from today
hehe

-status-
very tired, tired, damn tired.
currently work in Westin Hotel, The living room
with a long hours. tired
no time to update blog, facebook
and no time to snap any picture

this following 3days
i appreciate it so much
i will go back my hometown and celebrate my ex-roommate birthday
and bring my love to experience what the place i growing up
and go every way to experience and eat
:D

28.09.09 & 29.09.09

2009-09-29T05:16:00.000-07:00

firstly,
F*ck them man.!!
break promise by easily.
cannot show tempered with them and furthermore,
i have to speak gentle and say thanks to them,
fed up man!

29.09.09

today, i went Jw. Marriot, Westin, Ritz Carlton, Secret Recipe, and etc..
interview, interview, interview.
all call me to wait call.
OMG, finding job is a very hard things to do man! hate it,
but luckily, The Westin Hotel's Chef give me a opportunity to work at there,
i hope i can get a full time job there,
*pray* all the time!!!
May Guan Ni Ma Bless me !

13.09.09

2009-09-13T04:59:00.000-07:00

Blur-bluring me...
so bored in room, snapping..hehe

2 days more,
have to wait 2 days more..
another 3 days i can watch movie, grab my adidas, own Tenji!!
with my sayang babe..muacks

GRRR

2009-09-11T06:09:00.002-07:00

i am so bore,bored,boring....ring..ring..
5 days past
i have in KL......nothing to do at here,
schedule always be the same,
wake up, brunch, dinner with bebe, online in steven's
go back have an hour or 2 hours HK series.
then go to my sweet bed and waiting 16th september 2009
what a boring week,5 days more to reach,
fast fast fast past it man!!
if not spiddy web will come on to me..

Going to watch "where Got Ghost" .
wait for me "GSC Pavillion"

and my new coming "adidas" Let me own u!!

after that,
Grab it "Tenji"!!
Wakakakakakaka

hope all the plan can goes by smoothly
*Pray*
and please don't Quarrel :)

My Birth.Day!

2009-08-03T08:37:00.000-07:00

July of 31st
i am the babe which born in this day.
wakakaka,
and i am gettin older..(which i really don't want it happen)
get up in 10a.m.
bathe, brush teeth, razor my misai..
leng zai leng zai go Pavillion with my leng cute babe
sitting at the metro bus..
OMG..using an hour to reach pavillion,
but can't blame it.
we don't have transportation.

once reach,
bring babe to forever 21, Mango, Padini Concept Store
babe bough a bag...
haiz...( nothing )

after this,T.G.I Friday's

Friday's Deco Pavilion

Friday's Ice Lemon Tea

Appetizer : Mac & Cheese.( very nice )

Entrees : Cajun Shrimp & Chicken Pasta. ( Cheese. Nice!)

Friday's Jack Daniel's Chicken (Special Sauce )

My cute leng babe & Birthday Boy..
hehe

Wasted!

2009-07-09T05:20:00.001-07:00

Transformers : Revenge of the Fallen
heard a lot of my friends said that.
it was nice, Awesome, Fantastic
but.
i HAVEN'T watch.
sigh..
always no time to let me watch it
what a busy life and wasted movie
:(
another way to watch this movie
DVD... no choice.

the next movie i must watch it in theaters

G.I.Joe
&

2012

Ben's Birthday

2009-06-24T01:48:00.000-07:00

20th june

9.30 a.m. bus

went pudu with my bebe,

stupid crowded place,

at time,

my mood was extreamly bad! same like the weather bad!
party time start as 9 p.m.

but i going at 10p.m

on the way going back home

A Bad Day

Ben's Party

ALL MINE!!

HEINEKEN!!

Heineken Heineken

Heineken heineken heineken!

Me, Againts Birthday Boy, Benjamin

Double Teh..1 Fat 1 Slim,

Long Time no see, Crapping alot ya!

This Pic, i like the most! Bkt Beruang Dai Ka Jie

Singing is her life

Yong Ki Wi, Keep Singing ya!

Cake Cake Cake

the cake is coming

Wishing..(but so greedy,99 wishes)

HAA!! Beready, Don't Play adi

opps, sorry ya.. PURPOSELY

finally!

Yeah!!! all my secondary school friends

boring

2009-06-05T07:43:00.000-07:00

today, busy to make up my desktop wallpaper,
but
seem like there are no wallpaper that i like,
scenery, artist, animate , etc...
i have no idea.
suddenly,
recall back when i am in malacca,
my friend (keong) cover his Proton Saga with a car cloth.
wow,
i though he was change his car for the new one.
>.<
so i ask him,
" change car?"
he answer : " Reventon"
LOL
so , i had chosen my desktop wallpaper.

Dream Phone

2009-05-28T09:29:00.000-07:00

Guess What.? Yeah! New Iphone, but not in Malaysia.
But it is in England.!

Wish i have it!

hmmm...but Thats sure Expensive...T_T

last 2 month, when i always in KLCC,

i sure go Machine to have a look and touch the iphone 3G.

OMG. i love it!

so when i reached home, i was chatting with my cousin that

how was the iphone 3G?

he said: NICE!

but he said to me, just wait for the new season.

will be a new iphone coming out :)

but

sure will be very late reach Malaysia,

i think i will ask him buy at London.

but..

here is the question.

Can it use it Malaysia??????

i wish i have one!!

人生

2009-05-27T04:00:00.000-07:00

他
可以将一切的压力和烦恼都抛开吗？

而它
能让你醉了过后什么都不记得了吗？

而它
能让你消除一切的痛吗？

有人说：

人生如戏，戏如人生。

每个人都在扮演着他们自己的角色，

我也不例外。

又有人说：
人生就是一场游戏

谁能掌握它，谁就是赢家。

另一人又说道：

人生，就像一场梦

就当是一场梦，当你死了，那梦就醒了。

最近，又有人用人生做句子了：

人生有多少个十年？！？！

痛痛快快的活下去！！

对于你们来说：

人生到底是什么？

我呢，

人生对于我来说，就像个战场

需要打仗来维持生活

赚钱，买车，买家，结婚，生小孩，做爸爸，做爷爷

对吧

忽然间，觉得自己好孤独，好像有回去了之前的生活。

好想她。。。

Planning

2009-05-26T05:01:00.000-07:00

some of my friends ask me,

where did my gf and me travel before?

hmmmmm.....

i think nope!

but

i planned before.

i want to travel with my love to Batu Pahat, Malacca, Genting Highland, Cameron Highland,

every place in Malaysia.

not even that, Bangkok, Taiwan, HongKong and many many many more...

i want to tell her that, i planned that i want to save money and go to Bangkok :)

i really want to have a holiday with her...

Choice

2009-05-11T08:39:00.000-07:00

today, quite a sad day that i had
my dear said that i really not concern about her, not care about her
every time that we have a call
i always want to stop the phone and reject it
but another way
i am very sad that what she really said to me
so far
i am the one who only try to understand her more and more
at least we as a couple, i would try to figure out more of her

i miss her so much when we in our own hometown
recently, she was frustrated about changing school
but
i was frustrated all of my mind
career, family, and also relationship

Did we can move the relationship with a last long?
i hope we can
but
i hope we can understand well of each other and know what that each other need.
i don't want that i am the only who try to understand

distance
a problem that usually and obviously effect which relationship want to keep last long
but,
try to think that if we both person having the heart with each other
did this problem of distance will effect our relationship?

obviously show that i really not interest about studies,
but
did u think that i am not interest of it?
did i have the ability to further more?
did i have the financial support to further more?
did i have the choices to further more of my studies to keep giving pressure of my family?
did i can choose to further more of studies from help my family and give my mom a better life?
did i want to further more to see my mom keep working with a tired and growing old face?

i know that if i futher more of my studies
i will get a high paid in the next future time
but the economy is under crisis time
i don't have the ability of financial to futhermore
i hope that i can help to less of my family financial problem

who don't want to further more to study?
that is not we choose the life
now is the life which choosing me

i know that another way of further study,
apply loan
but
in the next future no need to return?

i really don't want to finish hang the phone in early
i also wan to have a long talk with u
but
i cant control my emotion.
i hope that u will stand of my situation to think.
i still love you
jia

( no title )

2009-03-19T20:21:00.000-07:00

20,21,22 of march
i have decided that i wan to go back malacca
want to see my mom, bro, bro's gf , Billy, grandma. and all my friends,
unfortunately, my friend told me that:
" my car is full..."

i have to postpone again....
i really miss them..

what i am going to do in this 3 days?
alone to stay at house?
i don't know.

maybe you all will ask me."where is ur dear?"
she? she just told me that, i will go sg.wang.
what i can really do?
this few days.
i always bring my painless to pass everyday...
my tears keeping drop when i am think of my pain..
what actually i want?
i just want a very simple simple simple love...
i always tolerance with anyone?
i really want someone who can tolerance me with a bit..even one time also can
but why it cant work?

in this internship,
i really learn a lot how a hotel really works.
it not only use efficiency.
it also use social inter-relationship
if dun use this name,
can use political.
some worker dun like the boss.
some worker dun like this worker.
some workers talk bad behind boss,workers. or even TRAINEE.
even all is dun like each other. but when at working, they are not show it..
they can act like they are very good friend..
maybe they are Oscar nominated

"to be continue"

CNY's dinner

2009-02-01T12:37:00.000-08:00

this is my CNY's dinner,
my mom already prepare before few days...
haha..
satay celup, nasi lemak, fry mee suah, soya sauce chicken drumstick, pork drumstick(duno correct or not?)..haha..

but i forgot to take the drinks..
is mix fruits drink,
got longan,lai chi, peach and lemon...
very nice~~
happy chinese new year

Dinner

2009-01-06T08:33:00.000-08:00

when you all say about dinner
what it come out from your mind??
for me,
dinner means union.
not the dishes,

This few days
having a great dinner with her
feel that very warm
and caring,
although there have a lot of nagging and complaint
but, all kind of this, become a very warm and care
haha, even though sometimes really cant tahan
but, i really like it so much
if don't have any nag when i with her.
i really will not feel comfortable.
i love she nag...
love it very much of it.
:)

2009

2009-01-02T02:30:00.000-08:00

first of all
engyew here to wish all the people in the world
"Happy New Year"

Mommy, kor kor, Kak Tina, all my relative and my lovely dear Jia.
"Happy New Year, Stay Health and Safe in the 2009,
have a prosperity life in this brand new 2009"

in 2008,

mom,
a very important person in my life until i facing the end of my life
and she is my forever respected idol of my life,
i love you, mommy
she always support me in the silent situation
although we are not everyday or once in a week talking in phone in each other
but, she know that how to let her not filial son alone survive in this busy city KL
with without worry.
thank you mom

kor,
not talking to each other family member
but in heart
i know that he caring well , sayang me always.
he just don't how to make it out from the surface only

kak Tina,
hmmm
less talking, but care about me also..
haha
quiet girl, and a very care about my mommy and kor too
thanks to take care my brother, Kak

Billy,
my lovely younger brother,
muacks..
thanks for accompany mommy all the year..

my relatives,
my cousins, Boy
thanks for give me a chance to work with u again,
and pay me for the part-time salary
Snow..did a very well and touching happen...
gave a new life to 5 huskies,
Snow, Jack..stay health and safe

Chuan korkor,
thanks for your import chocolate,
and bring me to have a Bak Kut Teh
i still waiting you come back to bring me there.
hehe

Feng jiejie, Kenny Bro-in-law
thanks to this cousin and Bro-In-Law
take care well of my mom too
and bring my mom to eat delicious food
and bring me too.
thanks

Regene,
have a very wonderful wedding in 2008
and 2009 will get one more "ang pow"

Jonathan & Samantha
my 2 little cute niece
all the best in study ya

there have a lot of happy, sad, exiting, and various of happened on me
August 24, a very valuable day to me...
and the most sweet day for me to meet her in my life
even though we have facing a lot of problem,
sometime, we really cant solve it with the way
so that we choosing another way to solve it
but at the last, we are in a very good situation,
here i want to lend this opportunity to thanks to her at here.
thanks dear very much

Jackie,My Brother!!!!!!
take care well of me..
share a lot Experience with me about what he know.
he is a very nice, good, Best friend.
thanks bro,
still need to eat a lot of food
ikan bakar, bak kut teh, chicken rice and many many many more

Ee vonne bibi
haha
small kid..
always want jack sayang
my best friend too

Kong
kolot guy..
this people ...he just like my elder brother in KL
what also help me....without any return thinking!!

james foo, daniel, justin!
brother lor!haha

H 10
a special culture class among DHT2
is a very unity class... no group within 18 peoples,
boys and girl. in the same topic

Quottro
very nice gathering in the club in Avenue K

Sunway lagoon, Pyramid
enjoy the water activities, and shopping around in Pyramid,
but.....TIRED!!! stupid bridge so high..

TBR lunch..
with all the guys have a lunch and chatting in the stall

Carmen, Siong Chin, Siang siang, Wee, Cheryn, William, Philip,
Wilson, Tony, Pui Shan, Mei Wen, Jun Hao, Wai siu, Kar Wai,
Vriesia, Chu Yee, lastly, Thick Face Jeccy!!!!haha
really thanks to you all accompany me in this 2008
and make sure our friendship is harder then the world number diamond!

William, Philip,
Don't Smoke already!!

Wee,
please don't always click your phone when in the class,
the tutor will "bu shuang" ..

Cheryn,
please SILENT your cellphone

Carmen,
stay same!

Wilson,
if want to be a hair stylist.
jz make your dream come true...experience it

Siong Chin,
don't always complicated your thinking,
simplify it!

Chu Yee
we really can be a good friend.
thank you too..:)

Housemates
Kiu mou, Kit, David, Michie, Carolyn, Jason, Chick king, Loy~
thanks for take care well of me too

Happy New Year 2009 !!!!

this is a close picture of fireworks,
but not coming out from my snapping
but i watch it from not far away in the balcony with my love one!
thanks dear,
Happy New year to you
and your parent, siblings and all the relatives,
stay health and safe!

散步

2008-12-16T07:30:00.000-08:00

慢慢的
不赶的
风轻轻的吹着
舒服的
感觉好像让人生休息一阵子

刚刚，吃饱了
到了楼下公园散了步
风轻轻的吹向着我的脸
头发轻轻地飘着
感觉好棒
可惜，只有我一个人在散着
边散边想
想了又想

我怀念的
家人，朋友
小学，中学，马六甲
开心，高兴，伤心，悲伤，吵架，顶嘴，或更多更多的

好想舆小学，中学朋友出来约个会
可惜，好难哦

好多事情
都需要去想
人生总是为了$$而奋斗
就好像被“它”控制了似的
最近，想了我的人生
总觉得好难
被人问了
“你会是个成功的人吗？”
答案：“真的很难答”
最近，经济真的很不景气
对于我们就快毕业的学生
究竟知道自己向往什么方面发展吗？
就算想到了，经济能容纳你吗？

最近，真的爱上了散步
想了好多东西
不过
好像和我心爱的人一起散

Tired Day

2008-12-14T09:47:00.000-08:00

the 2 days of working for part-time,
it was very tired of me.
have to rush it all the time when serving,
but is a very great experience for me to gain it.

at here,
i would like to thank for my in charge captain who help me a lot when serving 10 of guests
thanks to my neighbor friends too,
help me to rush it for the guests.

every time that we finish our serve,
rush it to get our salary
and rush for the stupid LRT which is close at 11.45pm
a very rush way that we have to run to the station.

In Nikko, met a lot of Junior,
but when they asked me that,
u are in which class?
i replied what is my class
then they will ask,
" why din see u before?"
LOL
i hope that my age is stop over that.
haha

the first day of finish work.
receive a very sweet message from my love
and it make me went home by very good mood.,
and gave me a very tight sleep
but the 2nd day.
totally change,
went home by a very numb mood,
and make me cant sleep in 2 am now.

add on the tired experience of yesterday
i was very tired by today.
but receive not a very good message from her.
quite make me not feel uncomfortable at all

at here,
i would apologize to u that i din inform you every things.
i am awfully sorry

smilling moon

2008-12-02T07:00:00.000-08:00

Did everyone miss this scene

is it very nice?
it is obviously NICE!

i very happy and felt warm
because i saw this view with my love one
it is call fate then we should be see this scene together?
for me. YESH!
because majority of my friends didn't see..
keep asking me that :" did u see the moon?"
then i answered " got ar!"
all of them answer:" haiyo, i miss it lar!!!!"

this scene is very unforgettable for me.
because i very glad and felicitate of God had give this scene to let me watch with my love one.
i will appreciate it...
Love ya :)
we must "GambaTae!"
for everythings

Different

2008-11-27T06:59:00.000-08:00

sometimes, there have a lot of things to be different,
is it cant remain in the same situation and warmer this things?
but really cant...the world is changing
same with human.
all human is changing.

recently, i get back of something.
but feel it.
is different from pass.
is it a very good changing?
or
she not willing to let me worry about her?

but no matter how hard is it.
i really want to face it with you
to overcome those problem, worry, and your fear.

can u trust me?
please don't let it change!

Yakult v.s Vitagen

2008-11-21T09:22:00.000-08:00

Grrrrrrrrrrrr.....
Yesterday..it has a conflict and fight with Mr.Yakult and Ms.Vitagen ( jeccy )
for me, sure Yakult is nicer, but jeccy keep say vitagen is the best, Yakult siam!
cheh....
them i said, Yakult is the best in the world, Vitagen ke tepi.
because my love and me also like to drink Yakult..
but jeccy and her jian jian also said Vitagen is nice..
Argh...angry me...

Then there have the class at 3 pm
then after class,
i asked sze wee, mei wen, pui shan and the rest...
about which nicer..??
but all said Vitagen....
Kek Si me le..
Ms.Vitagen..i will win u ...
wakakakkakakaka

come to vote in my C.Box...
which is nice!??!?!?!?

A cold night

2008-11-15T11:21:00.000-08:00

i had find my friend just now for "yam char"
because his bibi went back hometown..
so he was alone...

we ordered 4 hot milo and take 2 hours more in the man talk.
i have told him what problem that i have ..
and he gave me a lot of his own comment and experiences that he has.

Actually, i not feel like want to let jack know about my problem
because i scare that he will take more care about me..
i don't like to let my buddy know about my sad things...
but today, i have told him all the happened.
After i finish my problem to him,
don't know why that why i don't let you know earlier,
so i can feel better...

i should listen to her that should tell my best friend about my problem,
but i choose to escape...and don't want let he know...
after this men talk, i really feel better and i can find the solution with his comment and experiences..
thank you, buddy, Mr.Jackie Wong....
i really felt better
thanks

说好的,幸福呢?

2008-11-11T11:42:00.000-08:00

怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢

我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻我都还记得
你不等了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着要怎么停呢?

last few days, saw my classmate cried...
my heart felt uncomfortable,
i trying to comfort her...
but i scare my stupid mouth will make her more sad,
but,
i hope that she can do back herself to make us more fun and laughter.
be stronger girl.

Yesterday, my classmate having some problem and cried in front of me too,
is it girl's tears very easy to make it out?
why don't boy?

after 1 week and 2 days,
i miss you so much...
don't why where i going, sure will recall back our sweet things,
our first lunch,
our first dinner,
our first movie,
our first date.

our following breakfast,lunch,dinner & date.
our talking...
don't know why still can remember so well.
is it same goes to you?
or is it i too silly that what for i still wan to keep thinking of useless things?
i want u stay happier and laughter in the passing day.
and i will do it too.

陈匡怡(说好的,幸福呢) 女主角

Next Movie

2008-11-06T12:41:00.000-08:00

Recall back,

i really have the long time din in to the theater,
the last movie for me is August of 17th.
this is a very long time..
always no time to go have a movie,
if not no time,
there is no one want to accompany me to watch it...
so sad..

i have plan for my next movie..
>

Wow,Wow,Wow..
Is Jason...
i love to watch his movie.Action movie..He is too cool..
i really want to watch this movie..
someone who interesting or want to accompany me watch
please tell me..
i don't want to be alone..

if wan to watch please leave here at the chat,contact me in msn, or sms me.
see you there.

Sadness

2008-11-05T10:13:00.000-08:00

This few days,
all my buddies ask me what happen?
i though i had act like normal and talking jokes and make them laugh..
but don't know why they still can look out of it.
is it there have the brilliant mind when observe of me?

I always hope that i can give all my buddies a smiling face.
not the sadness face .
but don't know why, there saw my sadness.

Today, i had show my anger and not gentlemen way when i chat with my loves one,
i felt that i so cruel and fail,
how can i angry on my loves one.
i awfully apologize to u at here..
I'm sorry
because you just wanted to tell me that what your heart is thinking.
why i cant listen to u?
why i wan show my anger on u.?
how can i so rude with u?
what the F**k is going on to me..
i really hate myself
i really a failure.
I'm awfully sorry to you.

我一路向北

2008-11-02T07:16:00.001-08:00

我一路向北离开有你的季节

November of 2nd
a memorable day for me.
from this day, i will start a new life with alone.

Confident, is it very hard to get it?
even you got the confident, is it very hard to do it?
i hope that today wont happen on me.
because i really not dare to face this reality that happened on me.
but,
God force me to take this reality.

We still loving each other, but we cant be together..
walao
(拍偶像剧咩)
haha...
anyway, this really happened.

Thanks for someone who gave me a lot of sweet memory to me,
you really hurted me very strong,although a lot of times,
but.i still wan sayang u..

finally, if we really love each other,
we will be together.
now we just using another method to loving each other.
nothing will harder then our relationship if our relationship is strong.
trust in each other.

I'll use my life to love you.
^^

H 10

2008-10-26T09:41:00.001-07:00

From left standing,Gentlements. Chu Yi(Penang Kia), Chiew wai ( char siu), Philip( babi, say no to malboro) William (siao da bo), engyew ( babi, siao eh{leng zai}[i add my self ^^])xiong chin(dai lou, magician), jun hsian( Ak,aeroplane king), tony ( genius ), kar wai.(no special nickname), wilson (mouse, bro of jeng dar)

From left sitting, Ladies. Jeccy(leng lui daooooo, qin ai de), Vriesia,(fisherman, duno chinese punya orang), mei wen, ( a sweet smiling girl)Cheryn( fat till so cute!!) sze wee,( my dearest lao po, babi.)Kah Mun!(carmen, beloved class rep, the prettiest in the world.[she sure happy when saw this])Pui shan( tiam tiam de, but when she smile is very sweet!)

Camera man, Jun hao(cool man!)

someone request me that want to write in english, so i have to do it, it not, police station will be more one murdered case.(lao po)^^

about this class, nothing can describe it, jz can use BISING!Noisy! to describe,
if the class have me, orange, william, penang kia..
the whole class sure will be a lot of fun inside
but sadly,orange has been away from us from certain reason.We will miss u
about your genius speech.
and i will miss ur Dunhill light.

once i entered this class, i think i wont recall back all my sadness.
in this class, the 1st ppl who going to cheer up is Carmen.
"who is the most prettiest girl in this class???""
H 10:" sure you lar!"
carmen: "haha really?"

Chu yi, the people who bring a lot of crabs of 道理 to this class,
the person who know how to answer it, is our Mr.William
William:" TIAM LA!!Penang Kia!!"

Sze Wee, my dearest lao po
engyew:" lao po, today u so pretty leh..."
Sze wee: " Ben Lai de lar!"

Cheryn,
Engyew:" eh cheryn, if u keep fit rite, sure will become pretty."
Cheryn:" i fat till so CUTE"
i'm going to vomit

Jeccy
Engyew:"qin ai de~~~~~~"
Jeccy:" er hemmmmmmmm....点头带点害羞..."

William
Engyew:" chia ba buey?"
William:" ah buey lar, yiao kah bei si!!! later go TBR eat"

etc...

engyew & sze wee

we are both support for each other.
no matter what problem, we will solve it by using each other comment, advise, and experience.
sometime i really think that, if i din meet her, is it will appear another girl like her
so muka tebal de?
haha

she is the person who like to clubbing and dun like to under control
but...sometime human cant be perfect...
also have to control by another person :)
she help me alot when i facing alot of my personality problem
same goes to her.
thats y we are no secret with each other H 10's Wife Husband..
^^
Friendship together..

泪

2008-10-25T11:57:00.000-07:00

一说到泪，大家会想到什么？
会想到...伤心的时候，泪才会掉...
感动的时候，也会掉...
开心的时候，也是会掉
是不是在大家的眼中...
女生就是用那么的特殊权力去流泪呢？
可是，在我的方面
若我看到一个女生在我面前哭的时候
我觉得自己很失败
为什么会让她流泪呢？
为什么就不能让她甜甜蜜蜜的呢？
为什么就不能让她快快乐乐，开开心心的呢？

在另一方面
若男人哭的话，觉得怎样？
窝囊？没用？羞耻？不能坚强点？傻？笨蛋？
试想想，为什么男人会哭呢？
我的眼泪道管在很久之前已经被封锁了
不过，在前阵子...这不听话的眼泪不知不觉中流了出来
到底是我自己释放出来的？还是他不受控制的流下来的呢？

可是当我哭的时候，我最亲爱的也落泪
我觉得我没选错了人

你送我的眼泪，我送你的眼泪
让它留在雨天
在晴天，我们都是微笑的，哈哈笑的
^^
我爱你

分叉路

2008-10-25T08:20:00.000-07:00

人生中，都有自己的分叉路
而我也不例外，我最亲爱的也不例外。
可是，这些所谓的分叉路需要我们去做选择
所谓的选择，就是现实
现实是什么？就是要靠我们的双手去打拼一个美好的世界
可是，这些种种的分叉路，让我们想了很多的问题
一些不是光凭用想的就能决绝的问题
得需要一个很详细的计划才能决绝得了。

对与错
我们的选择对了吗？
还是错了？
常常听别人说，只要对这一份感情很信心
这感情一定会有开花的结果
不过，
信心是不够的，毕竟两个人的事情。
若每两人的信心，相信，专一，想念，和一直挂住对方的心
认为那感情会开花结果吗?
在另一方面,
家人也是一个问题
家人,永远都是站在第一位.
不管家人的什么意见,都会把它们放在第一位参考
家人对我来说,就像一个拐杖.
当我们跌倒时,他们都会当我们的第三,四或跟多的脚
可是,他们逆我们意的话
你会怎么想?
很难做选择吧?

愈走愈前的话
和你的距离就越远
不过,你心里有我,而我心里也有你
在前方的交叉点
我们怎样都会相见
:)
我爱你

下雨天 , 安静了

2008-10-19T09:02:00.000-07:00

下雨天了怎么办我好想你
不敢打给你我找不到原因
为什么失眠的声音变得好熟悉

一个人撑伞
一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨怎样的夜?
怎样的我能让你更想念?

在这场爱情角力的拔河里
爱我还是爱你?
你选择了自己

梦想中属于我们的婚礼
安静了在我枕边的梦里

脸颊的泪还温热
却没有人握我的手

爱情是一道伤口
我们各自苦痛
沉默是我最后温柔是因为我太爱你

伤口，再度出现在我这颗心里。
还以为你会离开我，万万都没想到你还是回来找我了。

她，是一个能让我感觉到幸福的人。
可是，通常人人都会说，幸福都是短暂的，偏偏，这句令人听到的都会讨厌的话，
既然会出现在我的心中。
不过，
总觉得这幸福好窝心，好甜蜜，好令人气愤地，都会令我感到它一点都不可怕。
反而，会令我非常感谢，庆幸。

这种感觉太亲厚讲一千句也不够
这种恋爱太罕有不须真正拥有
即使一刹有过冲动挽你手
也许，这是另一种爱你的方式。